we may be burying these bodies
but that doesn’t mean we should treat them like dirt
creating a heavy load for the earth to carry what we have already worn
or we may be burnt to ashes
that doesn’t mean we should become fragile and crumble
allowing ourselves to be carried away in the whirlwind of life
step away from the world of subliminal impression
retreat to the shelter of the trees
that only advertise the oxygen you breathe
with ease this beauty is created
and gives you life for free
invaluable – g.c.
i am just another human being
i won’t always say the right things to make you feel better and i won’t always be able to give you my full attention
all i can promise is i’ll try my best
because you and i are both worthy of love
imperfect – g.c.
always assume the worst in people,
and their worst will come out.
something i’ve learned: others can help
you’re not alone
someone far away
or very close
is nurturing those demons tonight
who may not be as strong as you
or have the awareness
so know this is your gift
you are one step closer to transcendence
knowing you are truly above this will manifest in your reality and those demons will soon have vanished
which you won’t notice until the next time you go looking for them
and you’ll smile
you didn’t have to fight a battle
to have won
some days i have everything in order
i am on the ball
some days i am falling shorter
a dreamy piscean soul wishing to take flight
but i don’t know where to go
because some days for the sake of spite i can’t help but swim against the current
but most days it am with the flow
it has been hard wanting everything
while trying to grow
born to the water – g.c.
i can not feel bad for desiring to be alone.
just me and my mind.
i can not continue to resist the obligation i feel to immerse myself in the external world.
the force i put on myself to be amongst others and to be normal
wears me down,
so that the pull inside of me that begs for me to nurture the self
gets tired and i let go of who i am all together.
i lose my hold on myself,
and become small in the large chaos of the material world.
i can no longer bare to hurt myself like this,
so i will immerse myself in both worlds.
when there is agitation in either,
i will sit at the seat of my soul,
and know all that is outside of me is within me.
i can chose who i am in the present,
and nothing can ever change that,
because all there ever really is is change.
this place protects me from what i do not know
it bores me
it all becomes tempting as i near the end of the experiment
a dependent variable
the control has failed
i have become the cause for examination
a catalyst was added
formulated of strength and resistance
the only conclusion that can be drawn
do not feed the fire to the water or vice versa
they’ll rise up in rebellion
fire and water – g.c.
the persona in my dreams,
a hidden part of me:
“you are not just a nook in time,
a chasm in the infinite
swallowing a reality
embodiment of it’s totality
in works created
sure of divinity
commemoration of soul
discovery and realization
a dream chaser
each day she will grow
goddess – g.c.