i wanna be curled up under a blanket of stars with someone who i know doesn’t care about the trivial

who doesn’t take life too seriously

and can just appreciate the time we have on this beautiful planet

to feel free of this body

my soul invigorated

close to another

alike minds

restless yet at peace with the totality of this complex reality..

instead i am trapped inside

inside my body

inside a house

by myself

burdened by anxiety

the fear of letting go of reality

feeling crazy

for fearing my dreams and what they mean about me

what has changed

from the time i was once so carefree to now

now

when my mind is the one playing tricks to scare me from resting, loving, living, and being free

 

 

 

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nothing to separate the night from the day

i never tire

always awake

an energy

excited for life

time isn’t there

i don’t age

i grow

i learn

i live

i am a soul thriving

i see

my perception draws what surrounds me

it draws stars and universes in passing eyes

i speak

from my soul

i will not allow my intuition, my voice, my answers to be shut down

so ideals and lies can speak

my perspective will remain positive

as my life grows and I change

 

the truth isn’t harsh, if you have the right mindset – g.c.

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starman,

where did you go?

i am here

right now

far from the truth

hope you’ll inspire me

be the proof of everlasting youth

teach me the language of music

i promise i won’t lose it

my mind won’t blow

it’s impermeable to their products of destruction

their nuclear war brought upon us by corruption

in this world it might be best for me to cover my eyes

become illusively deaf and blind

hearing and vision are the things that hide you and i

i feel each energy and vibration enveloped in one star nation

it can be big and loud

or lie calm and proud

every creature

every feature

it is i

and i it

the center of each universe

infinitely cosmically diverse

dissected in to many views

like David Bowie’s eyes

they’re the ultimate muse

look into them to dilute the confusion

they’re two universes in fusion

the power of the stars

it’s yours

it’s ours

lose or choose

both expressed in classic rock and soulful blues

David Bowie inspired – g.c.

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you can not be spoken

you can not be solved

you are felt deeply

you can not be hidden on the surface

you can be seen so clearly

yet sometimes you are beyond what my eyes allow me to see

you are everywhere

yet hard to find

when i look outside of me

you are the twinkle in an eye

the breath that has been stolen by the stars

you are the warmth of gentle lips

the toes that dance in the sand

you are the finger that points to the clouds

the hand that pulls the curtain back to let the sun in

you are the loudest laughter

and the tiniest giggles

you are the tongue that meets the snowflake

the hips that sway to the music

you are infinite

you are a billion analogies

and a trillion possibilities

you are love

i am love

– g.c.