The Pressure To Do What Your Parents Want

(I know some adults and parent are very understanding, or grow as a parent as their children do. I am not necessarily saying parents that act this way are terrible. I know a lot of people are just doing the best they can with what they know and understand.) Everyone has experienced the feelings of…

Judgment Creates Boundaries

I never talked to the “weird kids”.  I always listened to what they had to say though. I was always intrigued. they had so many interests. I’d sit in class bored by my teacher’s monotonous lectures, and would tune into conversation amongst the kids I had viewed as separate from myself. They had so many…

balance

i feel like yin yang is often misrepresented as good and evil i do not necessarily agree that these are the polarities that life is based upon. i don’t believe it is necessary  for evil to exist to keep things in balance i see this as life has negative circumstances which incur positive results on…

i do not see those around me hungry for the truth their stomachs are empty but i know their hearts are not they do not feel their hunger but there will come a day where they will feel the pain all at once hear it from one loud roar recognize it from one occurrence seeing…

too often i find myself in places where i am not truly wanted i remain silent heart sinking keeping truth bottled up but space to hide is limited ideas far too wide to keep inside so i seek solitude locking myself away i am ironically free   there was once a time where i did not…

Be The Mean Girl

As a little girl, I thought it was important to be the mean girl, that everyone loved yet hated. Do not let anyone fuck with you; have others follow you. The thing is, I was the shy girl and I fell in line with all the other followers. Lucky for me, I befriended the mean…

Deep Rest

The worst period of my life began right around the time I was getting ready to go into high school, so when I was in 8th grade. And, it continued up until the end of my sophomore year. When you get into 8th grade, this is the time you start to worry about your future….

Hi, how are you?

“Hi, how are you?” Good. What else would I be? What else would I say? You weren’t expecting me to tell you how I really felt? Were you? When we must interact with strangers we ask questions with no meaning behind them and give brief conditioned answers. We never wonder. We never truly desire to…