i wanna be curled up under a blanket of stars with someone who i know doesn’t care about the trivial who doesn’t take life too seriously and can just appreciate the time we have on this beautiful planet to feel free of this body my soul invigorated close to another alike minds restless yet…

have i ever known balance? it seems i am catapulted from two extremes. i can’t even grasp the feelings i once had. no substance compares to the natural high of when you love yourself. the substances only fill the holes of the pieces of you, which you don’t find complete on the days, when looking…