be aware of who you surround yourself with just because they’re family does not mean they have your best interest at hand if you use the word family to set high expectations you are going to give them all the power to hurt you when you allow their actions to disappoint you they themselves won’t…

i love the lonely nights when i sit in spite of the clock its tedious tick has the characteristic of a gnawing itch it is a mind game i win i make the rules decide if i will be eluded i’ve grown stronger now my perception reaches beyond deception the quiet night quiet like myself…

minds held captive to fear, locks latched onto creativity, held from a higher intelligence,   capitive to the illusion that they are free, unable to fight for what they have never known,   what lays beyond walls built up, they do not know, ironically lost in their own prison, they do not realize, the skills…

  if you have felt warmth from the sun, felt the gentle handshake of the wind, the caress of the skin, you are not alone. you can feel safe knowing the world, like a mother, will care for you, its arms are always open. run into them. feel the world wrapped around you. its love…

  you were seen as an enemy, hate almost ended me. realized that my “enemy” was the very one defending me, understanding became our remedy there was no need for an apology, i gave forgiveness, finally i was thinking logically my head was clouded by monsters who fed on insecurity, unease and displease created by…

the future the essence of all my fears not even the past can amount to the future not even the countless tears in my tattered heart i fear what the past will bring to the future to dissolve the illusory to make art that can calm an old yet restless heart but the difficulty sometimes…