What Are You Doing With Your Life?

You ask the kind of questions I just can’t answer. What do you do? What are you gonna do? First of all, let’s not ask me such general questions that can receive a variety of answers, unless you wanna deal with ADD or hear the excited rambling about how awesome right now feels and all the…

do you wake up in the morning in a good mood? have you not been crushed by the weight of your actions? what does power give to you? you’re clearly empty. power deceives you to believe that you are wealthy and full. how do you function without the voice of your soul? did you bury…

less problem solving, more soul searching

cling onto the night for when day comes you must see and face everything the secrets kept problems created at night it is safe for them to be forgotten our problems tucked safely in our back pockets guide us through the day lost without them incapable of knowing a bright day without  problems for shade…

too often i find myself in places where i am not truly wanted i remain silent heart sinking keeping truth bottled up but space to hide is limited ideas far too wide to keep inside so i seek solitude locking myself away i am ironically free   there was once a time where i did not…

places for negative thoughts to be harbored are etched into our minds, space for the past and all its taunting mistakes to be held and all our hopes for the future to be kept. where uncertainty conquers all desire, and where presence remains absent. here, sanity is lost. when a moment comes that you are…

my judgment has shapeshifted into wonder and awe hateful ignorant emotions replaced with love, compassion, and empathy i forgave the scrutinized and the scrutiny once due apologies had been graced judgment vanished   forgiveness gave me peace peace gave me love   forgiveness, a remedy – g.c.

opinions rush to the forefront and set up their defense not allowing visitors for fear of offense my feelings must be protected they are that immense i forget feelings are there to inspire and express not to protect feel – g.c.

zero judgment as bodies bump. is it my heart or the bass, that is giving off that reverb? lights echo against the walls. it’s a mystery as to how i got to this moment, but all i feel is right now. the past and the future are nowhere to be found.   words spit into…

my mom left for a while. she needed to know who she was. even i was uncertain of who she was. this woman i watched all my life, amazed, she could do no wrong, but as i grew older, i began to see every flaw. still, even those at times, seem to be perfect. i…

Be The Mean Girl

As a little girl, I thought it was important to be the mean girl, that everyone loved yet hated. Do not let anyone fuck with you; have others follow you. The thing is, I was the shy girl and I fell in line with all the other followers. Lucky for me, I befriended the mean…