enslaved in an illusion created from mental adhesion to things you truly don’t believe in   freedom is a mindset – g.c.  

  i know there are those who feel pride, when they tear others apart. it brings them a feeling of joy, of power and dominance. that feeling that they get is their own illusion. they do not deserve pride from believing they have destroyed someone, like they have bettered themselves.   you can only destroy yourself….

less problem solving, more soul searching

cling onto the night for when day comes you must see and face everything the secrets kept problems created at night it is safe for them to be forgotten our problems tucked safely in our back pockets guide us through the day lost without them incapable of knowing a bright day without  problems for shade…

minds held captive to fear, locks latched onto creativity, held from a higher intelligence,   capitive to the illusion that they are free, unable to fight for what they have never known,   what lays beyond walls built up, they do not know, ironically lost in their own prison, they do not realize, the skills…

Fathers

He pours a store bought frozen meal out of its tray, onto a clean plate. The plate isn’t necessary. It is there to remind him of a home cooked meal, to remind him of a time when someone thought of him enough to make him one, and he did not bare all the burdens. There…

Hi, how are you?

“Hi, how are you?” Good. What else would I be? What else would I say? You weren’t expecting me to tell you how I really felt? Were you? When we must interact with strangers we ask questions with no meaning behind them and give brief conditioned answers. We never wonder. We never truly desire to…

the future the essence of all my fears not even the past can amount to the future not even the countless tears in my tattered heart i fear what the past will bring to the future to dissolve the illusory to make art that can calm an old yet restless heart but the difficulty sometimes…

School Sucks

It feels like school was created to take time away, make your life move so quickly. You can’t catch your breath. There is always something to be preparing for, all this planning, nothing in the moment. You follow procedure. Nothing that interests students is added to the curriculum. There is no time for that. It is always on to the…