I’d rather have emotion, to feel the fear of loss, than the power to scare people and make them feel loss. Is it some are givers, some takers? I’d rather believe we can all give and receive, but beliefs don’t change the truth.   Struggling to Understand – g.m.c. Advertisements

The Times They Are A-Changing

  you get what you work for? what you deserve? I’ve seen people act as slaves and devote themselves to labor just for others, but never be shown any love in return. maybe it is the way they think that is preventing them, but maybe their cognition was poisoned in childhood and adolescence, when they…

we are cradled in illusion, sleeping within the comfort of the known, but enlightenment asks us to wake and push beyond, to ascend and become immersed in the infinite, to become one. you will not truly escape this world and feel what it is to live, until you free yourself of the ideas of the…

even the slightest gesture that can be mistaken as a sign of disinterest, when you are finally addressing your feelings, sends you off the deep end i throw my rope in, but you tug the wrong way, as you yell, i realize you think you’re me taking me down with you, but we are not…

eating disorders

we send the deathly skinny to rehab before their heart beat slows and they get bradycardia. why don’t we send the morbidly obese to rehab before a heart attack occurs? neither are respecting or loving their bodies. viewing themselves as one entity not allowing themselves to feel value. we don’t teach the people how to…

be aware of who you surround yourself with just because they’re family does not mean they have your best interest at hand if you use the word family to set high expectations you are going to give them all the power to hurt you when you allow their actions to disappoint you they themselves won’t…

due to my clumsiness, i fall in love, and find hope in broken people   i am trying so hard to move on from the past, but even in the most open space i find sharp edges, so every time a wound heals it is torn open again   – g.c.

due to my clumsiness, i fall in love, and find hope in broken people   i am trying so hard to move on from the past, but even in the most open space i find sharp edges, so every time a wound heals it is torn open again   -g.c.

less problem solving, more soul searching

cling onto the night for when day comes you must see and face everything the secrets kept problems created at night it is safe for them to be forgotten our problems tucked safely in our back pockets guide us through the day lost without them incapable of knowing a bright day without  problems for shade…

my heart dances from the slightest resemblance of passion the smallest acts of kindness and littlest notion of love   i have a new rhythm and i feel invincible   – g.c.  

my judgment has shapeshifted into wonder and awe hateful ignorant emotions replaced with love, compassion, and empathy i forgave the scrutinized and the scrutiny once due apologies had been graced judgment vanished   forgiveness gave me peace peace gave me love   forgiveness, a remedy – g.c.

i will not hold onto your love and i will not hold a grudge you hurt me but pain is a great teacher my pain has been a guide to liberation i am free from your love and have found my own free of thirst i swallow the love that is given and ask for…