we are cradled in illusion, sleeping within the comfort of the known, but enlightenment asks us to wake and push beyond, to ascend and become immersed in the infinite, to become one. you will not truly escape this world and feel what it is to live, until you free yourself of the ideas of the…

what do i need to do to make my heart happy? … my heart is not happy when it feels “still” although it is never still there is no awareness of it no recognition of its existence nothing moving it to make me feel just the continuous flow of blood but nothing to stimulate and…

have i ever known balance? it seems i am catapulted from two extremes. i can’t even grasp the feelings i once had. no substance compares to the natural high of when you love yourself. the substances only fill the holes of the pieces of you, which you don’t find complete on the days, when looking…