we will ourselves to move our legs we will ourselves to act out of fear then why does fear debilitate our will to love   the correct use of willpower – g.c.  

  i wanna be curled up under a blanket of stars with someone who i know doesn’t care about the trivial who doesn’t take life too seriously and can just appreciate the time we have on this beautiful planet to feel free of this body my soul invigorated close to another alike minds restless yet…

what do i need to do to make my heart happy? … my heart is not happy when it feels “still” although it is never still there is no awareness of it no recognition of its existence nothing moving it to make me feel just the continuous flow of blood but nothing to stimulate and…

Lucid Dreaming

i feel each stage my consciousness floats away but my body remains i feel the cold stillness of my body i sink into the depths of my present reality and journey to different planes i come to the realization that a part of me is still awake and i am in the presence of an unknown…

i am just another human being i won’t always say the right things to make you feel better and i won’t always be able to give you my full attention all i can promise is i’ll try my best because you and i are both worthy of love   imperfect – g.c.

coins clinking in a cup a sound that fills no one up not even with a beggar’s luck clank clank the urge to give if only they were open to receive it then my love could return them to a place the blind can see any kindness could any stranger not just me – g.c.

i dropped my pebble into the pond you came in contact with the ripple now we work together ideas forming like words become a participle   nexus – g.c.

Purpose

i surrender to the day. i wake up to white walls, and decide how i will color my mood. i am fatigued. i know i don’t have to be. i can get up, energize myself, but everyday i consider doing nothing. i could just lay for hours never truly waking, but there is a hunger…