have i ever known balance? it seems i am catapulted from two extremes. i can’t even grasp the feelings i once had. no substance compares to the natural high of when you love yourself. the substances only fill the holes of the pieces of you, which you don’t find complete on the days, when looking…

i’ve fallen in love with change and uncertainty a worldly experience pours into my consciousness i allow it to flow through me fill every aspect of my being i am not drained these challenges have warmed the blood in my body and kept my heartbeat steady each inflow and outflow of breath is another second…

  surrender is not weakness. there is strength in surrender, in letting go of resistance acceptance is strength. acceptance brings about real change. let go – g.c.